Today was a taste of freedom

If I could do anything with my life I would selfishly play my guitar and sing my lungs out to God, there is NOTHING like it. So then from my life who would hear the gospel well my nieghbors who are already saved and Jerm my awesome husband. Somehow from reading scripture from hanging out with God I see that is not it, I have missed it if that is all I ever did, who would speak up for the way the truth and the life, at my community college who would teach the younger in God how to sing out to Him passionately? Do i really think God needs me? He does not I could sing out all day long, but the truth is I love watching God move, I love being a part of it. I love feeling His love as a daughter of the king and the intense longing of being His waiting bride, with her bridegroom calling out for her to come be with Him. To stand complete in the knowledge of who she is in Him. That is freedom!

I have not written is so long. Tomorow is essentially my last final for this quarter cause the last one I just have to read something I have written in front of my class. I am suprisingly calm for not really knowing the information that is supposed to be on my final. It's one of those classes I just need to pass, I don't need a wonderful grade but I do need to pass. I am on my way to hang out with Ellen she's such a cool girl. It's neat to see God totally showing Himself to her, and then to see her in turn step out and sing out His praises. Now that is what I am talking aboot!

-megs