Work Perks!

That is so awesome...
I am sitting at work not actually working on work (don't worry off the clock)
And my boss bought me a Vanilla Late' so I could keep on trucking along on my Home Work
How cool is that?
So the Minerals were Selenium, and Iron wooo whooo I even know enough about them now that I could almost present them to my class tomorow!
Oops now i feel semi obligated to be here and finish up my Home Work, when what I would really like to do would be go for a walk with my friend Linda in Ballard. Oh well... prolly God's way of keeping me on task.

Conflicting Smells

So for V. Day my most amazing husband completely surprised me with a warm house, new candle, unique (really pretty flowers) [yeah i don't even know the names of the flower] ton's 'oh candy and a sweet card! Well... I love my candle so much that I have been burning it nearly EVERYDAY ok so I have been burning it everyday, at any rate, at the moment if you were to stand in the kitchen you would smell this rather disgusting fragrance known as Chicken Marinated in Itallian dresing baking in the oven and yummy candle sent competeing for your noses attention. I have so very much to do tonight so it's off to do it all. I will blog soon no worries, I will blog after I have a firm enough grasp of vitamen something or other and mineral (forgot which one) to teach my saturday class, this Sat. Yes i did actually leave this up until now. Blessings on you guys

P.s. Jeremy Holmes is the hardest worker I have ever met in my life... Wooo WHOOO and he is finally home!

Marriage is way cooler than anyone ever says it is.

So I am in my 1 Corinthians class today and my teacher who is an old school sweedish guy starts getting all gooshy at the thought of his wife of 58 years, and I couldn't help but smile and realize I would be just as bad if not worse. Each day of being married is amazing, call me naive or that I have rose colored glasses on but I can't believe I get to spend the rest of my life with my Best Friend! Marriage is awesome. I highly reccomend it.

Last night Jerm took me out to dinner and then starbucks and then we went over to our friends house and watched our fav show together, left came back to our house and had an awesome evening. My Husband is such a frigg'n hottie!

He constantly amazes me, my boss today said "Jeremy is such a great guy, i really enjoyed just being around him last weekend." Point and case people don't even have to have a direct conversation with him to like him, they just do. She wishes she had money so she could hire him as an outside sales rep, because he's so genuine and it attracts all the people around him. (Let's just say I was beaming with pride, at all the praise he was being given by my boss)

Another thing we help out with a Bible Study that meets at Denny's in Shoreline and I am consistently blown away at the wisdom that comes out of his mouth concerning scriptures, and how he puts it in a way that is easy for people to understand even if they don't know God very well. (Note-- this means Jerm really knows how to hear God and then obey Him by sharing what he is thinking about)

On Saturdays when I am at school I come home to this really clean house because Jeremy simply wants to make my life as easy as possible. He once said that he thought of me as a curling ball, going, going, going, in this straight gonna make it line, and he was the guy up ahead frantically with everything in him clearing bumps in the ice and making it as smooth and painless a journey to the goal as possible. Tell me I am not blessed.

Even when he has had a horrible day at work he is always wonderful towards me. Man I love that guy, he is my hero.

I just felt like writing something ANYTHING that was not for school! Yay! I did it. Tonight is Mate Night (It's a long story, use your imagination... Hey it's ok were married.) My husband has a disliking to the word Date Night so some of our friends started calling it Mate Night. Ha I think it's funny. Man last Sunday night we went to our friends house and his house mate Joy.... Just totally stirred up stuff in me. We were all just sitting around her house and Chris tells her to bust out her guitar and play a song for us.... But the way cool thing was that song was far from being for us. It was for Jesus she sang (let me tell you the girl can sing) with passion the kind of love sick longing in her voice that made me almost melancholy for the lack of passion in my own life. Not to say it is not there I do love God, he truly is my All and All but with all the stuff that I have to do. School, School, Work and just normal stuff the stuff I want to do gets pushed far back into the "I will get to that sooner or later pile" Like Guitar for instances I used to be okay at it and now I am really not okay at it... Sad times. So I am going to go read all of 1 Corinthians because it's due tamale in the a.m. -megs

Ps Jeremy Holmes is a Stud!

More Poetry.....

Realizations (Of a Teenage Girl)

Montana sky's are lonely.

Missing best friends is the worst of all emptiness's.

Is there just one or are there many whose hands fit with mine?

Will I always feel like this?

Isn't God my all and all?

Where does a best friend belong if the space has been taken up in my life?

Only God knows.

Soft songs depress.

Love songs are playing, there is no-one to sing them to

Hmm...

Content in all circumstances is that possible with this ACHE?

The more I try to rid myself of it the deeper down it goes, it becomes almost unbearable, too much for one.

It's good we have God.

But can He cuddle?

What intense separation, agonizing loneliness must He feel when we don't draw near.

“It is not good for Man to be alone.” (The Bible)

“Does that go for girls too?” (Me)

Yes just a silly girl

With foolish thoughts and fleeting moments under the stars with no-one to hold her hand!

Jesus holds your hand everyday.

Walking through life in one instance, tumbling down hills together in the next.

Singing to you, holding you, painting picturesque scenarios of life for you to enjoy.

His greatest JOY is to LOVE You, and to see you LOVE Him out of your free will.

You paint your life with Him, with the brushes He has made specifically for you and your path of life.